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This performance was part of my fourth Kitchen presentation
during my studies at Dutch Art Intitute 2021.
performers: Emmeli Persons and Eli Witteman 
The work took place at Post-Theater, Arnhem - Netherlands



00:00 to 02:00 ~ water drops ~

02:00 ~ Music starts

Me on the mic:



Im glad you made it
We were so worry about you
It is puring out there
Aren’t you wings heavy?
They are dropping real thick this time
I could barely breath
But now that you are finally here
In your iridescent gown
That looks amazing by the way
Looking me through those gorgeous crystalize eyes
sensing the tension in the moment right before a few drops
becomes one
To finally slide through a porous skin
down into shimmering armor

Would you mind answer me this question?

Is it fluid

Or is it just

A cute






Of being?

Can I live in between?
Can I slide in between
Please let me breath in between
I need to breath in between
May I exist in between
There is only becoming
In this in between
I need to non stop becoming
Don’t let me leave this in between
I need to breath I this in between
I want to unduly in this in between
Don’t leave me alone in this in between
Can we just stay here in this in-between
Can I just disappear in this in between
Can you become me in this in-between please

Silence sobbing

I was watching hentai the other night
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best hentai movies of the last year.
But what I saw was:
Shiny sticky fluids
Their fluids.
Shimmering in slow motion
Isolated sounds
Similar to when you close your eyes to focus
On the wetness
Splashing sounds
Thick wetness against light wetness
Against a fleeting wetness
That returns as a never ending fantasy
A loop movement, a repetition without any ariation
A beauty that doesn’t need to be informed
Just hold
Drops unfolding at a frame rate
Traced only on their sublime expression
while transforming into dripping lines
glowing across blurred skin backgrounds
as they disperse all over the voyeur paralyze eyelids
Enclosed feedback of desire
Enclosed beauty of the cumming.
As our senses reduces
How much can we remember
While  every little thing that happens adds up always
in a different configuration
As liquid holds

~~~~Press play video~~~  

They always needs to be transported
through different textures
That touch, scrape, graze, rasp, caress
Patterns of iterations
I had a feeling
I use to had this feeling

I turned back to see the video lay on my pillows.

Start video

So now for the final part of this presentation
I would like to give you a little something I made
in collaboration with Lacey Verhalen
from first year that sadly couldn’t make it but Im thinking of her
While you remain seated I need you to close your eyes
Feel your back pressing gently against the back of your seat.
Put your hands on your knees.
Take a moment.
Its been quite rough this two years.
Breath deeply
Eyes closed

~breath in mic~

You are siting with one free seat in between each other
That seat is folded
When you feel you are ready
I need you to Stretch your right arm slowly
over the right empty seat next to you.
lay your hand softly and feel the volumes of it’s top
You will find a gap
gently put your hand inside that gap
You willl soon reach
Our little present.
Once you feel it, pull it out
Slowly put it over you lap
Feel it with your fingers
And again take a moment
when you feel you are ready open your eyes.


You are welcome to open it.
And dry your hands.
We will do the same