dialogue with acumulation



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This performance was part of my second Kitchen presentation
during my studies at Dutch Art Intitute 2020.
The work took place at  Radio Koowijt - Apeldoorn, Netherlands



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// frame of candles continues with the appearance of the green hand
//flowers

mirroring the disembodiment of accumulation or
being blurred in the background
as the fuel
of a tool
that runs
on sun-light, speed-light.

nioj annaw ia ydob iam iafiuqil - (backwards recording)

CHORUS (kari and Lou Lou screaming) :
-Liquify my body I wanna join
-Wanna join liquify my body -
-I liquify , my body to join.

Breaking the fantasy of a mimic behavior
Do we accept multiplicity
in all of its lengthiness?

CHORUS (kari and Lou Lou screaming)
-longness
-extensiveness
-lastingness
-ranginess
-spaciousness

The tangible technology
abstract forms being exploit
under secret codes.

-dreaming with the refreshing icon
nocia gnisherfer ed diiug gnimaerd - (backwards recording)

CHORUS (kari and Lou Lou screaming): 
Dreaming with the refreshing icon .

Do we sing along
or create new tunes
or do both?

emit gnidlofne dna gnidlof - (backwards recording)

Folding and unfolding time.
Breaking individuality.

PART 02 BIS
(voice over 3D animation) //video of hands turning around over blue backgrounds (Changing tune)
But here I am alone in front of you
Projection over projection. (Echo)
And yet we are not alone (Echo)
since I can see the ghosts behind you
as you can see mine. I hope (auto- tune)
The old horror, not new. (recorded voice)

MIGUEL DRUMS - One hit. (Silence - video stops)

PART 03

snoitcarfer sid urz asap iuw nac - (backwards recording)
Can we pass through this …..refractions? ( pre - record can we pass trough this)
Can we pass through this….deflections?
Can we pass through this….loops?
Can we pass through this…swerving?
Can we pass through this…warps?
Can we pass through this…flexes?

transcending the electrical connections * of our singular brains?

MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit

The becoming of a new state of matter

MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit

CHORUS (kari, Lou Lou, Miguel and me screaming)
Liquify my body do I wanna join?

MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit

PART 04

(singing over animated video of green hands) //scene of the hands crawling on the sofa // I start singing and as I became louder Miguel hits the drums along the rhythm

The connections are not linear but we still make the squares x 6
They still remember you but only the numbers. x 2
The connections are not linear but we still make the squares x 3

PART 05 //scene of the hands in the mirror //piano music that Miguel will interrupt with the drums

As everything that evolves carries its old mutations
We used to share a gap in time

MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
Now we are left to watch the never ending rolling credits .(prerecorded)
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
Written in a language we don’t longer recognize
Or maybe we do
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
But its so worn out Feels so automatic,
so like any other survival impulse
That being in silence will do just as much (AUTOTUNE)
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
As we don’t speak the words but the words speak for us. (prerecorded)
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
Frozen in the nostalgia of an erased past..
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
In between this codified body
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
That speaks in signs MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
Horizontally aligned and trapped
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
A single voice that reads MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
Waiting for their turn to arrive.
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
This worn out words.
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
worn out lies.

VIDEO STOPS

If we can undo the squares
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
maybe will be able to travel through time.
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
To pass this
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
Flex time,
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
part time,
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
over time,
MIGUEL DRUMS INTERRUPTION - One hit
no time 

We are left to hear, to receive, to be hypnotized
and transformed in our shared silence.

Lou Lou appears and says:

- She turned the computer over to them as she slowly turned back
resting her face on her arms and knees.
A video keeps playing on small screen.

//video of the crying anime face starts MIGUEL DRUMS starts slowly from drums to water drops (1 minute)